Sunday, June 30, 2013

为什么要让我去承受这种指责?

昨天和老妈吵了一架。
去了东甲亲戚的婚礼,就明明说好晚上不住那里了,
尽然还被质问为什么要去比赛叫我弃权。
不明白为什么你要说出我是因为比赛所以不可以留在东甲哩?
说了又不帮忙反驳,就让我在那里承受大家的责问酱,
很像我们没留下是我的错。

又是哭得很惨的一晚。
又努力看很多poomsae比赛video,很迟睡。
结果今早又赶又没力的去参加在UTM 的National Poomsae Championship。
24个人拿第18名,丢脸死。
上次ASEAN Championship 还拿到7.1的分数,这次才6.8我的妈。哈。
不过前面的都是实力派,都练习很多。
不像我一个星期才练习一小时xD 诗敏也参加了这次比赛,
可怜这次她连8强决赛都挤不进。
可是这次我真觉得,她的poomsae打的完全没美感也。
不知道是失水准,还是其他进步太快了。

Anyway又是累积经验的一次。我们应该是想到练习的策略了。
接下来就是努力练习吧。
就希望我sparring退休后,不会觉得poomsae的练习很闷。

遗弃

我是一个被遗弃的小孩。

Saturday, June 8, 2013

退役之战

Took part in the national sparring circuit 3 today.. 我的退役之战.. Haaa...
so good this time, held in Johor, Taman Johor Jaya Multipurpose hall. So near.

This circuit 3 is special.
Every player have to accumulate point to be selected to take part in tournament.
Thus, less opponent this time, only 2 for me.
Then is round robin system, means will fight with every opponents in the category.

Result:
Me vs dwi Regina 2-14, hung win
Chicken, grow so tall for what, lose to her the 3rd time, and she only 16 years old -.-
Some improvement from last fight as i can block more of her high kick..
But.. Still unable to reach her n score point.
In the end still let her score so many head kick when she follow up.

Farah vs me 1-13 Chung win
National player sia... Not that strong actually, maybe she injured.
Tot can win her but I'm using new fighting style, in the end lose so much. Haiz.

I'm glad that finally my own coach has the chance to coach me again,
since five years ago?
Although performance is totally not up to his expectation
(seriously no tough trg for few months edy).
So many ppl come to support me also.
Kah lai, shi min n her brother, zhi hao also?? Ha.
Not that close with him but ya, still come. Thx.
In the end, got a bronze medal.

This end my last competitive sparring competition.
Not joining anymore. Losing hope? Not sure.
So many things happen in my club also.
Feel that the club not heading the right direction. So much of 孤军作战 feeling.
Old edy. Shall continue my spirit in poomsae then!!!
If got mood then i join sparring again lar xD