ytd was the internite event....
right after the event, my status :
satisfaction = 30%
power level = 2%
enjoyment = 0.1%
my performance ytd was sucks...lost my voice...this is a very shit thing...
as president of isc, and project coordinator for this event, i nid giv a speech ah..
i can giv a very gd speech de ok....=.= (not in promp to i pro de k..lol)...
but only can perform 50%? and this let other ppl think that i nervous?
never nervous at all!!!! is jus my brain is totally blank (too tired),
totally jus read the speech out only, with a super sexy voice....walao eh...
(my tone cant go up, if not super obvious pik cheh, end up my speech like 一段一段...)
actualy, stil abit nervous la...cos i CANT eye contact with anyone!!
everyone is see alot ppl will nervous, i see alot ppl will excited n gain confidence de leh!
but wat happen ytd, the hall light totally dark, in front of me, is totally black!?@?^&#@!=.=
like talking 2 ghost sia...in front cnt see any ppl, black black sum more, stil nid look in front.
anyway...IM SITTING WITH Ngee Ann Polytechnic's PRINCIPAL YTD!! wahahahaaa...
(and also deputy principal- Mr Foo See Meng)
I was beside Mr. Chia Mia Chiang for the whole event...and....................................
after some talking with him, si bei surprise, he was a malaysian before,
and....his sec sch is SAB- sekolah menengah kebangsaan aminuddin baki...
bside my sch de sch sia...=.= lol...
but stil, my performance ytd was really sucks, feel so uneasy beside him,
(fyi, i nid sit tgt wif a whole table of directors+principal+deputy principal, super weird k..)
(if chinese ppl, no problem la..lol...but they all are not =.=)
dunno y...feel like meeting 大人物, i should show a very gd communication skill...
but wif my lousy english + sore throat...+ i never prepared...
in the end, feel so useless, cant find any suitable topic to talk to him (them)..
think he noe this sch/club/students more than me much much lo...
feel like no point talking to him, all is jus entertain him? 敷衍而已...
talk about sch, he noe better, talk about economy/politics, i not gd sia,
talk about myself, y he wan noe a 小人物?
talk about how tough i prepare this event? to tell him that how lousy i am?
he ask me qn, i also can only anyhow answer, cos din prepare enuf..
(ask about program things, never see the rehearsal cos no time, how to answer??)
in the end, sit quietly there, not even look like a president...lousy president...haiz...
me is super lousy liao...others more cham...
but bcos of "others", i bcome lousy la..
too many things to let me worry this time ..total 100% of the work, think i did 70%...
from finding the organizing committee, think of the theme, inviting the cca to perform,
thinking of the games, recruit helper, finding sponsor, selling ticket...
not saying that how pro i am....
but feel like so exhausted oledy, put in my effort so much..
the result, is still not up to standard yet..
till the actual day, many things still mess up ah...
but still expected, is jus nid to waste more of my time to cover all those things...
i should use that day to prepare myself, like wat old uncle Andrew (exexex-president)says,
"my job that day is jus to talk to chia mia chiang",
but i cant....no time for me to relax myself, no time to find out the VIP im sitting with..
nid to brief the helper again wat to do during event (oledy no voice liao k),
if not more disaster coming...
nid make sure all the games material finish prepare, make sure they pack goodie bags,
make sure they wrap the prize, make sure the stage decoration is done...
all these should let the group leader worry, but most of them no experience..
they wont worry =.= im the person, nid check one by one...haiz..
unsatisfy with so many things:
ticket selling= this year 330 ppl nia..last year 400 seats all full, still got ppl stand
maze deco= is totally waste of material, only make participants difficult to go into the hall
food= i cook de more nice sia..its $10 quantity, but not $10 quality..
stage deco= simple, n din noe the meaning of the design (as MC never explain)
performance= every performance is too long, keep repeating the same things
Games= should be very fun, but the wrong way of playing
goodie bags= is super little things inside, and most of it we got b4
lucky draw= it doesnt make ppl like getting the prize, but the prize is gd de k...
for myself= receive the wrong signal, invite the VIP out for the dinner at the wrong time!
then they go out liao, come bac to sit again lo! so paiseh...
So many things, cant make it liao...the VIP sitting with me..
still say.."oh your speech very gd...oh....so many program...the event is very gd!....."
feel like...really 敷衍me only, make me happy only...
i still nid to act like...oh...very happy cos they praise our event,
then actually nth well done...feel that the whole night cant be myself..so fake of me..
sadness 99% la...only bring down the standard of isc...
however, still great that, finally, the committee, got bond ABIT la after this event,
finaly they noe more bout each other (last week i stil nid introduce committee 1 by 1 k).
with those no experience kids, can do till like that, is super gd liao k...
at least got sumting can put out to show ppl...is jus standard still ok ok only...
thx mrs lim n mr winston, helps us super lot k...
thx mr vicknesh, that day still giv me aural lesson, speech course sia..
thx my committee, think you all also stress alot? but u all try ur best liao rite?
thx MC, many ppl say u all very gd la...lol...
thx helper...if not the every committee will be doing 10 ppls job..
thx for those year 3 ppl coming bac help me, if not my white hair cum out more faster liao..
thx nptkd peeps come to support me? or jus for fun...?
thx for helping me clear one table of ticket la. think u all boring dao siao...
but really happy that u all came k....fyi, they ar the only singaporean who came 4 the event!
thx for SPISC...the whole group of 40 ppl come to support us sia...
thx for alumni, all came too...!!!!
jia keong still skip his fren wedding dinner leh,
cheong hong still come early help in the preparation?
tharuka still come to giv comment during rehearsal?
ruiting still come when busying with his exam?
andrew uncle in the morning still got presentation leh...in the end also got come..
n many more..yanyun, stanley, jenny, lu xing, lu yue, yingchun, hendra, mangzi, moon...
they seems like enjoy themselves alot...
aa..forgot to say, my mummy wan come see my event de lo,
but she tot is a funfair, then dun wan come liao,
see..dun even have time to tell her wats the event, if not she sure come support me.
this post is super long post..ha.. sorry huh...
nid express my feeling ma....
finally the event is over, brain cells can start producing new one again..
my slp at 11pm, wake up 7am gd habit can come bac again...
next year will be better...i believe that..ha..
current status: power level= 70% slp alot k..ha..
(photo will be updated soon la)
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