y im so 要求完美

haiz...jus hurt someone...with my stupid+unpleasant words...
try to psycho, but make the thing worst...
ok...to conclude, my stupid method is totally unworkable.. (i noe tt i cant b a psychologist)
dunno y, i still like to use it everytime, althou everytime the result is the same...
am i really stubborn? am i really expecting too high from others?
y im so care about others?
suddenly realise y i dun hav gd frens bside me...
im jus creating too much stress to them,
always force them to push themself to do things 100% perfect .. to be same as me....

anyway, im jus hoping that everyone share the same 成就感 as me...
i feel sad when seeing others never grab the chance when they can do it better
and sometime, i even dun hav the chance they hav, but they jus simple let it go...
i ll think that im in fault as i din step up to help them in achieving sumting
only gd frens & talented ppl will make me think like this...seriously...
but also realise that, not many will bother about this 成就感...they dun nid...
so..there is not a need for them too to achieve anything...
they hav the right to choose wat they wan to do or not...
im jus too keh poh?/sellfish?/无理?....gd point of me, is a bad point too...
haiz..shouldn't bother so many things anymore.. make myself stress, make other stress..
feel so sorry if i hav offend anyone..